Luar orbit

Ever heard about ‘out of the orbit’ problem?
It’s happening. To me. And sadly, I’m doing nothing about it. Yes, practically nothing. And guess what, I’m actually hoping for a miracle to happen or things to suddenly correct itself and for things to eventually fall into places.

Urgh. I don’t know. I’m angry with myself for this ‘out of orbit’ matter. But..but..

Astaghfirullah. It’s hard to be steadfast. I have to admit that. And when u’re being tested for the things that you’d said, then only you realised ‘tinggi rendahnya langit dan bumi’.

O Allah, guide me and show me ways out of this iman deprivation and ways to be inside the orbit again. I miss ‘that’ feeling..

And the pen is being lifted~